Sailor

I wrote this for my friend Melissa to sing, she has such an amazing voice, and she's a great songwriter I can't wait to hear what she does with it. I was thinking about that movie, Dear John, and this mug I read at Anthropology, it said "the stormy seas is what kept my sailor from reaching me" Also I was thinking about sometimes people don't want you to love them, but you do anyways, you can't explain it. All that was my inspiration for this one song.

SAILOR

You left a sea between us my dear
And I don’t have the strength to make the swim
I ask you to meet me half way
But your too afraid of diving in

I will wait out the storms for you
I know you are thinking of me
I look up at the moonlight sky for hope
I hope your thinking of me

Come back to me my sailor
I should have never let you set sail alone
Sail back to me my sailor
I can’t conquer this new world on my own

I write this love letter to you
send it out with my heart enclosed
Let the wind bring you my soul
Let the wind please bring you back home

I will wait out the storms for you
I know you are thinking of me
I look up at the moonlight sky for hope
I hope your thinking of me

Come back to me my sailor
I should have never let you set sail alone
Sail back to me my sailor
I can’t conquer this new world on my own

Oh love please don’t put these spells in my head
I know I was only made for one man
Oh love please stop the pain in my heart
Please lift this heaviness off of my chest

Come back to me my sailor
I should have never let you set sail alone
Sail back to me my sailor
I can’t conquer this new world on my own

Come back to me my sailor
I should have never let you set sail alone
Sail back to me my sailor
I can’t conquer this new world on my own

scattered storms

just a couple I want to share.....hope you like...

ROMEO

try to capture the thought
attempt to put it in words
a spell has come over
a rhythm has occurred

a universe only the few can see
a universe containing you and me

but i know me and haven't figured out you
but i read you, and write you, everyday....


DECEMBER

it was a cool December night
as we bathed our bodies in the moonlight
we disappear under the stars
defining the weakness in our hearts

and as i lay on top of you
i was taken by how your eyes shine
and how your heart remained
so adjacent to mine

oh just by the way you look at me
so captivatingly
detaining my soul
so fastening

we only had one blanket to share
as we lay liberated
succumb to still air
and you hold me so secure

Oh you give me shivers boy
just by the way you look at me


RED

red, red is the color left on your lips
after you kiss me and my red lipstick
red is the lust you feel inside
red is your body temperature on the rise

red is the color of my lace lingerie
that lures you in the bedroom to play
red is the light that sets the mood
red is affection, red is rouge.....

YOU ARE


you are the lite to my cigarette
you are the cool to my mint
you are the whip cream on my pecan pie
you are the sun in my sky

LOVE

we can never be torn apart
'cause we've got love
sewn deep in our hearts

we can never be broken down
'cause we know love
when we see love
and it is love
that we have
found

LORD

Lord please shine your light down to save me
i can't stop this pain
Lord please let me be the one
the one you reach today

COLD

the days turn cold
as my love for you turns to stone
and when you call again
i will resent you
and when you seek for it
i will never forgive

'cause that's the game we play
that's the ingredients for the love we make
and when it came too soon
you were right to ask
and when it was gone too fast
i was wrong to cry

now, your name is too common
to be spoken from the malicious lips
your space is one that created the false truth i believed in
and in the end
it was the petty things that blew me away
now as the fire fills the air, the faith of you disappears
written above, is the challenge of your love
a game too easily won, a game I was a fool to gamble on

Studio Sessions :)

Acting Demo Reel :)

GLASNOST BAND in HOUSTON

Check out some video and pics from my friend's band we went to last night, impromtu.

Videos! LOL

Video Blog instead of writing :) Enjoy...All done in the same day lol! Acting and Singing...

Steel Heart

I think someone cracked open my steel heart, I thought I had it on lock down like fort knox, it must have been a sneak attack. sneaky bastard. what can i do? i have all these emoitions pouring out like amazing colorful waterfalls, i kinda like it, i kinda feel sick, i kinda feel excited, i don't like change, but i like different, if that makes sense. I don't know, it's a good intense feeling after all, I thought there was just empty space in this chest of mine, now I know that at least i'm human. it's not broken, just cracked open.

I feel like i'm holding a bunch of broken hearts on my plate, I feel weird or different, I never knew I could be so caring, but i understand a lot of people now, I think i fell down to earth from whatever planet I was on before, I feel more connected to people than i have in a long time.

my little dog makes noises in her sleep like she is having a nightmare. :(

this is something i wrote before when i believed in love:

did you know what they say about a kiss?
it comes from the spirit, and as the two souls connect, your mind disappers and all you do is feel.

do you know how i feel when i kiss you?
i feel like i don't want to kiss anyone else, your the only one boy that i want in my bed, your the only one I long to sleep with.

do you know i'm crazy about you?
and i'm crazy about every kiss, the way your love transfers into my soul, the impact entraps my being, sending me into a blissful trance, only me and you can fully understand.

Do you know how much I love you?
i will fight for you, whatever it takes, i know we only have one chance at true love, i will never let anything come between us. my heart belongs to you.

*you know, maybe the sneaky bastard is me*